The Secret That Nearly Cost Me Everything—and How an Intensive Outpatient Program Pulled Me Back

I wasn’t falling down drunk. I wasn’t missing work. I wasn’t “an addict.” At least, that’s what I told myself. Because I still had my job. Because I still got my kids to school on time. Because I was doing everything right—while hiding everything that was wrong. I didn’t look like someone who needed help. […]
How to Make IOP Work for You This Time—Not Against You

You didn’t mean to disappear. Maybe life got loud. Maybe the shame got louder. Maybe you weren’t ready. Maybe you were—but something slipped, and suddenly you were gone. If you’re reading this, you’ve already done the hardest part: you’re thinking about trying again. You’re not broken. You’re not behind. And you’re not alone. At Greater […]
How to Keep Your Career on Track While in IOP

You don’t have to be falling apart in public to know something’s off. For high-functioning professionals, the pressure to maintain appearances can be relentless—even as substance use starts to chip away at your focus, your energy, and your sense of control. If you’re holding it all together on the outside but coming undone behind the […]
Scared to Come Back? How to Face the Fears Keeping You from Returning to IOP

You didn’t plan to disappear. But life got messy, you missed a session—or a few—and suddenly it felt too hard to return. Now, every day that passes makes it feel less possible to go back. If you’re stuck in that space between I want to return and I can’t face it, this is for you. […]
When Your Life Looks Fine on the Outside but Feels Chaotic Inside: IOP in Boston

You show up to work. You take care of your responsibilities. You probably even make other people’s lives easier. From the outside, it looks like you’re managing just fine. But inside? That’s another story. Maybe the anxiety is getting louder. Maybe you’re drinking more than you meant to—again. Maybe you’re holding it together by white-knuckling […]
How to Return to an Intensive Outpatient Program After Dropping Out

You might’ve ghosted your program. Or maybe you left with every intention to come back, and then life got in the way. Whatever the reason, you’re here now—reading this—and that matters. Leaving treatment doesn’t mean you failed. It just means something wasn’t working then. And now? You get to try again. Greater Boston Addiction Centers’ […]
The Illusion of Control: How an Intensive Outpatient Program Helps High-Functioning Addicts Reclaim Their Lives

You look fine. The house is clean. Your inbox is cleared. You answered that late-night work email, remembered your friend’s birthday, and still made time to show up at your kid’s school event. No one’s worried about you. Maybe they even admire how much you seem to juggle. But you’re exhausted. Not from doing too […]
Living a Double Life: How an Intensive Outpatient Program Helps High-Functioning Professionals Heal

Some people drink to escape. Others drink to keep going. It’s not always obvious from the outside. You’re showing up to meetings. Making school drop-offs. Responding to emails before 8 a.m. But underneath the performance—there’s depletion. Shame. That constant hum of “What if someone finds out?” This blog is for those living that hidden contradiction. […]
When “Fine” Isn’t Fine: How an Intensive Outpatient Program Helped One High-Functioning Addict Reclaim Their Life

Your performance is stellar. Your inbox is a war zone. Your family thinks you’re doing great. But inside? You’re fraying. Quietly. Professionally. Maybe you’ve even Googled things like “do I have a drinking problem if I still go to work?” or “how to stop without telling anyone.” You’re not alone. And you don’t have to […]
Why an Intensive Outpatient Program Can Be Life-Changing for High-Functioning Alcoholics

You’ve kept it together. But it’s getting harder. You still show up. You still get things done. Most people wouldn’t suspect a thing. But inside, there’s a quiet erosion happening—and you feel it. That unshakable morning dread. That shameful math of how much you drank last night. That constant, exhausting calculation: “Do I have it […]