The Words I Couldn’t Say Out Loud: How PHP Helped Me Feel Safe Enough to Speak

The Words I Couldn’t Say Out Loud How PHP Helped Me Feel Safe Enough to Speak

Somewhere between wanting to disappear and wanting to feel okay, I went silent. I didn’t want to die. I just didn’t know how to keep living with the weight I was carrying. Smiling hurt. Breathing hurt. Existing felt like dragging around something invisible and unbearably heavy. I didn’t have the words for any of it. […]

How Is PHP Different From Just Going to Therapy a Few Times a Week?

How Is PHP Different From Just Going to Therapy a Few Times a Week

Early sobriety can feel like floating in open water. You’ve put the bottle down, or stopped using—but now what? Time stretches. Emotions flood in. People say “take it one day at a time,” but some days feel like they last forever. Maybe you’ve started therapy once a week and it helps—until Tuesday hits and you’re […]

From Doubt to Breakthrough: What Skeptics Learn in a Partial Hospitalization Program

From Doubt to Breakthrough What Skeptics Learn in a Partial Hospitalization Program

You’ve already sat in the chair. Already filled out the paperwork. Maybe you stayed for a week. Maybe longer. But whatever version of “treatment” you’ve experienced—something felt off. Too rigid. Too shallow. Too performative. And somewhere along the line, you decided: Maybe this just doesn’t work for people like me. I hear that more than […]

10 Little Victories You’ll Celebrate in Your First Month: PHP

10 Little Victories You’ll Celebrate in Your First Month: PHP

At the beginning of treatment, especially in a structured program like Partial Hospitalization (PHP), many people feel unsure of what to expect. You might be newly diagnosed, overwhelmed, or even afraid that the process will strip you of who you are. If you’ve resisted help because the idea of “getting better” feels too big, this […]

The Emotional Shifts That Happen When You Commit to PHP in Boston

The Emotional Shifts That Happen When You Commit to PHP in Boston

You ghosted. Maybe it was quiet. Maybe it was messy. Either way, here you are—reading this. Which means some part of you still wants something to change. Maybe you left mid-treatment. Maybe you never started. Maybe you convinced yourself it wasn’t working, or that you weren’t ready, or that nothing would help. But here’s the […]